Chapters & Pages

Right after i posted the blog yesterday night, i was informed by my dad that my cousin was coming over to pick up Lassie.

Lassie is my darling dalmation puppy.She’s been with us for only a 2 months or so.She is really very active and a handful to handle. Well that being her cute point is also her flaw. Seeing that shes way too playful to handle, parents been complaining about her. And the fact that my other dog , Lucky, doesnt like her ,doesnt make it any easier either.My cousin came and i went into my room, i just couldnt bare it. Yes its only been 2 months but it still kinda hurt.

Anyway , im just too upset to ask my dad where my cousin took Lassie to. I dont want to know and i wont ask! i just dont want to know coz ….  coz…. i just dont want to know……. =(

Hope is a thing with Feathers

Hope is a thing with feathers
That perches in the soul
And sings a tune without words
And never stops at all.

And sweetest, in the gale, is heard
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That keeps so many warm.

I’ve heard it in the chilliest land
And on the strangest sea
Yet, never, in extremity
It ask a crumb of me.

A poem by Emily E.Dickinson

- Every wonder if its true? That " Hope " is something with feathers? Is like its always there and yet when you are about to reach it, a slight gesture will blow it away? So near and yet so far, i know it sounds lame but come to think of it, it is partially true, isnt it? Its like when you’re down in the dumps and the world seems like its going to end just about any second now  and  nothing you do is ever right or ever good enough .Its like  you are balancing right on that thin line of rope that might snap just a slight movement.  And you dare not look below for the fear that there might not be a soft landing to cushion your fall. And yet it is at the very moment, you HOPE. Hoping that there will be ATLEAST  a net to break your fall……. Thats how many of us feel right? You always hope for something good. Hope for something better . Hope for the sake of hoping. Hoping that HOPE will never leave……

I’ve always been toying with the idea of writing a story.Not to be someone as great as Rowling or Tolkien. Just a simple writer. Somehow i always ended up with starting the story and never quite finding the ending it and thus i usually give up half way .I know I know. Very bad. Its like back in school when you have an essay to do. I was always really hype about essay assignments and i couldn’t wait to start. But once i started, its like downhill all the way. I suck at writing! Arghh!! I have no sense of creativity in my head!! Arrghh!! On the other hand, i enjoy reading, alot. Im a loyal fan of Popular and MPH. hehehe that ought to be counted for something… (^_^)

So anyhow, im gonna giving this blog thing a go. I already have one in Hi5 , but that doesnt seem to be going anywhere either. But what does one write in a blog???? Do i have that much things happening in my life at the moment for me to even make it permanent on a site?  Geez at the rate im going with work,i’ll counting my blessings on my day off. Which reminds me, its my day off tomorrow!! WOOHOO!! And already i have plans! hehehe Gonna meet a friend for lunch then meet Christine and darling baby Charlotte for tea. I miss Charlotte!